I'm Back & Why.


Hi there, you gorgeous being.
Hi hi hi. A million hi's to you, because I did truly miss you.

I'm unsure how many people were patient and stuck around with me within my blog hiatus, but it was many more than I could ever imagine and I am forever utterly in love with your shining soul's.
Especially those bloggers who still invited me to events, kept me in the loop and did not judge my little 'I'm a blogger swear I'm just not blogging right now' phase, but continued to befriend me anyway.

This community, my community, lights up my heart, you light up my heart.

Of course I'm never truly gone, I'm always spamming social media with what could be considered as far too much personal content.
But this time, I want to come back a little different.

I turned 20 last month, some of this community has known me since I was 14, and this blog has known me since I was 17.
You've followed me through my phases, from one person to another.
I've changed, in breathtakingly amazing ways, but nethertheless, I have changed.
A lot. Especially now.
This year so far being my biggest of all.
I have become more empathetic, more seeing, more aware.
Awake.
With that change, I also wish to adapt my online home to express that too.
You are a home to me, how can I not be myself?

You see, a year ago, I so desperately wanted to make a career out of blogging and I was prepared to ootd and review products until the cows came home to get there.

But now? 
Now I just want to write about things I'm passionate about and to deeply deeply help people.
I don't want to forget this need I have to be genuine because I'm too busy wrapped in a blogging schedule and numbers.
I don't want that professional perfect blogger feel I was aiming for anymore, I just want purity.

I'm not saying that the many fabulous bloggers I know are less valid for using their blog to build their career, not at all.
They are Beyonces, every one of them.
They as aspirational as hell, for I tried that and it was just too much for me.
Goodness, I cannot applaud them enough.
This change could partly have also been because of my health condition setting me back, I can't physically be that perfect blogger who posts a clean piece everyday, as much as I want to.
 Now I have to write for me, not to prove to brands that they should pick me to market their latest product.
You know?

I worried so much about presentation and image, but who gives a rat's ass anymore?
I'm just guna be me and you can hop along the chill bus too if you wana hunnybun.

So in conclusion, I have no idea what I'm going to write about.
But, I do know that it's going to be spontaneous, fun and alive.
It's going to reflect my personality more and what I'm passionate about.
That's what blogging is about right?
I just unfortunately lost my way for a bit and caved into the pressure of that impossible perfect blog.
I'm going to have fun and if that means not sticking by the 'rules' then so be it, life is too damn short.

With this change I have completely changed the template of my blog, I felt a fresh start was needed and I looooove it.
What do you think?! I hope you like it as much as I do!

See you over on social media and youtube, my friend.
Speak soon & as always all my love,


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